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Selasa, 12 Oktober 2010

Perkenalan dulu kali ya

ehmm well..welcome to my blog ^o^ kenalin gan .. nama w Iqbal (Nama panjang ane Muhammad Arif Iqbal Hidayatullah) wkwkwk panjang ye gan ? xD
Apa lagi ya gan :D Hobi dehh .. Hobi w Baca (Baca apa aja yang penting asik :D 50% buku tentang sejarah or prasejarah gitu 30% Novel n komik 19% Fiksi 1% BUKU PELAJARAN ) :D 
<< it was 95% manga, also stop mentioning it first like its ur main hobby, you read a real book like once a month 
^^
Be kind to him man, he was just a kid lol. He's trying to be cool which what kid usually do. Also, come one he read more books than u and me. ang ang ang.

Ngegame (Game apa aja yang pasti harus menantang tuh xD) Dan MUSIK
BACA 30% GAME 20% MUSIK 50% (persentasi xD) <<  nowadays, not really << nowadays, baringan 20%, bengong 5%, HAPPY 75%
 mmm .. apa lagi gan ?? makanan kesukaan gan ?? NASGOR FOREVER xD << Still am << Aight ill be real, the only reason NasGor jumali enak itu karena Tempe Oreknya, our favorite food was and still is Tempe Orek brother
trus ?? Tentang hidup ane gan ??
ok dehh xD
-W suka banyak temen gan :) Cew cow ga masalah ,Yang penting nyambung deh xD << stop using this emot. Also, first one on the list? Thats kinda sad << Come on, im still using it xD Also, whats wrong for wanting more friends???!!
-W orangnya kaga gampang marah gan .. W bisa marah kalo di ganggu pas lgi makan xD << false
-W orangnya juga kaga gampang t'singgung xD
<< you were a people pleaser dear
-W benci sm orang yang kaga bisa usaha sndiri xD << unnecessary << its his coping dear, let him be
-W orangnya santai gan xD << terlalu santai << we both know thats not the case wkkwk
-W bisa sangat Gugup kalo di depan banyak orang gan xD << still am
-W kalo Penasaran suka sesak nafas gan xD << anxiety attack, our bestie << who cares anymore ;) 
-W merasa di benci oleh orang2 gan xD << low self esteem, rasain lo << HEY!
-W orangnya jarang NGELUH..xD << bohong << BOHONG!
-W benci orang yg dikit2 ngeluh << no u didnt
-W ga MAHO << shut the fuck up?? << helo, we are still a weirdo who just trying to make people laugh :3 whats wrong with that?
-W juga ga HOMO << same thing, dan memang ga homo 
-Sama aja << oh sorry baru baca yang ini << lucu kan
-Coming Soon xD << Senyum
Segitu dulu yah gan xD Ntar w lanjutin deh xD << he never did :( << BUT WE DID THOUGH?!

*edit, font merah update 10 tahun kemudian setelah tulisan gay ini di post.

its been 6 years, and 16 years. Seeing what my young self wrote really put things into perspective, again. Just 2 flawed person from different era, punya masalah yang sama. I knew what my flaw was and alot more now that im older, but if i could talk to them with what i know now, im not going to change a thing :3

But ill say 1 thing though :3 Ibang and Iqbal, in the future you will be so HAPPY, not because you guys will change, but someone will see you the way you wanna be seen. All the worries you guys have, all the insecurities, someone wink wink, will finally, finally convince you both that we are.....OKAY! we were never too much! Just waiting to feel safe, ANJAY IQBAL TUA! BANGKOTAN ANJAY. Iya ga ping? 

Wkwkw sorry though ibang, kita ga masuk kategori orang Cool, dan sorry Iqbal kuliah, we still have 'our problems' but it doesnt matter anymore. 

I might also say something like "you guys dont have to perform to be loved", but butterfly effect might change the course of event in our history and u might not meet such a wonderful person that im with today huft, anjay cringe iqbal anjay. 

Wkwkwk, i dont need to correct the young me anymore, he's just tryna be cool, he was loud because he wanted to be loved and be seen, he was trying to be likeable, he never WAS complained, depan orang2 because he thought strong people never complain, anjay mewek dikit, memew. That lil dude aint fake, he was just trying man! Iqbal kuliah! Well, you are also trying to grow too dear. I just remembered 2010 setaun abis emak bapak pisah anjay mamen, keren si bocil memew.

Now that i understand you both, i can go on with my life carrying y'all to a safe place ya anak2. Mamen. Memew. 

Survived being dramatic, cringe, anxious, and insecure. BUT WE SOMEHOW KEPT THE HUMOR BROTHER. WE ARE STILL FUNNY. YA GA PING? ANJAY. memew. Love you ping.